► Happy Halloween everyone!

► The social worker I talked to last week called me back today. Seems she got my case file and had read through it. It turns out that the outpatient mental health program I've been sent to actually specifically deals with therapy for people with immediate mental distress, and in more of a triage style of severity of ( Read more... )

► Gosh it's cold today! Damp too. I should take a nice long hot shower. Emphasis on "should ( Read more... )

► Yeah, second day in a row that I've slept all afternoon and awoke with shakes, jitters and overwhelming unease. Having a near this current near constant state of dread is tiresome. I'll try to go to bed earlier tonight and hopefully I'll be fine in the morning, enough to go out with Dad. We're supposed to go look for that poster/knick knack ( Read more... )

► Two and a half months since I last maintained my (near) daily update schedule. I suppose I'll eventually get back to the routine. It just seems that lately I haven't felt like hanging out online as much. I think two months of World of Warcraft burned me out computer wise. Also, my nerves haven't been very steady for the past week or two, but ( Read more... )

► For me, Christmas 2009 will go down as having been both painful and awesome, for different reasons.

First, the bad. It's pretty much a given at this point that all the awful pain I've had this past week and a half has been caused by a bad molar. The pain has worsened since Christmas Eve and I'm now alternating taking generic extra-strength ( Read more... )

► Just woke up from a 4 hour nap. I'm surprised I managed to fall asleep, because this week I've been having a hard time getting any. Lately I can't seem to drift off, my nerves too jangled, and when I do finally lose consciousness, it's a restless sleep that I keep flowing in and out of. And usually not for long. I'd love to get a nice 8 ( Read more... )

► Feel like a mess tonight. Was up all last night despite being exhausted. Last night while talking to Dad on the phone he asked me to go with him to my grandmother's this morning and help him clean the outside windows. I agreed, but was so nervous through the night I didn't get to bed until around 5:30am, and then didn't fall asleep until ( Read more... )